Miss ConGeNiaLity's Chronicles

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Sunday, April 05, 2009

:: Wrap Up ::

I'm quite tired. Rehearsals aren't the element for my fatigue. I'm tired..so tired after studying for long hours. Almost everyday I spent time in front of my books from 9.30am to 2am. It's like 17hours? Although in between I do have 1hour breaks for meals, siesta, bath and 1hr of leisure for 9pm drama on Channel 8. So it should be precisely 12hours I spent daily.

The heart is willing, but the body is weak.

I can't help feeling lethargic and sleepy and having headaches when I'm studying. However, these days I just force myself and move against those waves of obstacles. It is painful to do so. I had to do so because I'm on a tight schedule. Exams are here very soon.

During one of the consultations with Mark Harris, he mentioned something about welfare economics which led us to this example he made. He said that brighter students take lesser time to study & grasp the knowledge than compared to those who are weaker and who needs to put in extra effort and time to get the same grade as the former. I guess I belong to the second class of group. I'm not born to be so bright, and I believe that it does not hinder my destiny. Those who are bright would have a different destiny laid ahead. I'm a person who needs to slog and spend extra time than others would need, so as to achieve.

This year, I've been searching for my gifts and how do I apply it. It's said that in order to contribute something, you must be very good at it. If I would to offer audit advisory, I have to be extremely good at my skills to detect corporate issues to management, financial planning, economic outlook, etc. If I would to enter in teaching of a skill, I have to be very good at the skill (be it with a recognised cert or without; for performance is the best testimony); for eg. Dance instructress.

Insurance companies are on a lookout, and they have been calling me up for interviews. But I really don't know if I wanna be one. If I enter that line, I've alot more to learn before stepping in the fully. Then I would have forfeited my chance of obtaining my CPA.

I really don't know if I should just start applying for accounting positions and forget about auditing. I should just wait till exams are over. I've done alot of applying anyways. I believe that God will lead me to a job to provide for the family, and I need not plan so much or fret on that. Just leave it!

This guy above; I dreamt of him last night. Last night's dream was chaotic. I dreamt that I ran into this aunty at the traffic light across my flat, who scolded me for blocking her way. And I scolded her back for wrongly accusing me as it wasn't me that caused the obstacle, but there was a barricade around the traffic light and it is natural that anyone would be blocked by it. I scolded her back and she wasn't happy. And it led me to scold her even more. I wonder what was wrong with me in that dream.....

The later part of the dream, after the quarrel, I headed for the toilet. And wierdly, this guy in the picture (Jae-Hee), came into the female toilet and held my hand and pulled me out to somewhere to speak to me. I seriously can't rem what he was saying but could rem that he went really close to my face to say those words, and I woke up.

Phew....that was really distracting.

Anyways, I'm excited for Family Day. To see the people move with the music and to see them having fun playing. It's always a pleasure to see others enjoying and in action. Rachael and I were practising the choreo for Every Move I Make on Friday. Although it's very simple, it's also very fun and cute. haha....esp to accomodate kids. Despite editing some steps, I believe that everyone wouldn't be so stress doing the song after all. It's gonna make them understand what it means to take every step in life with Jesus!!! Lean on Him!! When the actions are done, subconsciously in the mind, you're applying it. Amen!

I'm praying for a success in Family Day.

posted at [10:03 PM]

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