I am gonna go with Jane together with Rachel (who's also from this Easter's dance) to Studio Wu tomorrow to try out Raggae Intro Class. I freaked myself out this afternoon when I checked out the videos on Youtube of demos, doing backwave, freestyle, etc of raggae. Then I told Jane that I might backout halfway if I think I can't continue or wanna give up, since there's still Rachel. But Jane encouraged me not to give up, and step out with courage to try new stuff, and that she will helped me out along the way. I guess I should be able to go through the 1hour.
Just stop worrying!!! I tell others not to worry, but here I am worrying. Better walk my talk.
After two sessions in LCE, I am sort of sure that there's a heavier responsibility needed. The people need the Lord, hence they need us to walk them through certain journeys. LCE appears like an empowerment, and teaches us in the various areas. It also gives me greater light to the annual report. I know understand further on the Benevolence Fund. It's a package. From the day-to-day activities to the top management execution (in corporate means).
Last LCE, I sat beside Kat. And I am glad we can talk together freely again. During LCE, we kept joking and laughing from the small matters to almost anything. Kat offered her preservatives "sweets" around and asked me to have some too, so that when I eat them, I can dance very well. That's so lame!! Haha...Nobody told me that before. Haha.. I definitely wouldn't fall asleep during any lecture, sermon or LCE when I'm sitting beside Kat. Haha.. She's still so high despite a heavy night's of dance practice the night before, and I could tell from her eyes that she definitely has insufficient sleep. Must learn from her ah. Despite the stress from exams, I must still smile!
Prelims are over. Many things to work on. Time management. Topics that I'm not certain of, when I thought I was certain of. Some switch in focus of topics to whack for the major exam. Jiayou!!! No time to stop to think, but just go. GO!!
How come when I've no time to think about the stress from exams, yet I've time to think about my yearn for somebody? When I almost banged into him at one 3rd level lobby, the first word that came to my mind wasn't his name, but was the word "prince". Oh my...is this true? Why do I always bang into the person I love at a lobby? It's always a lobby, no matter where. Previously, I banged into Roger at the office lobby many months back; his wasn't only at the lobby, it was also a literal bang outside my department and I went "Arghh oops...sorry.."
Thank God I need not meet Him by banging into Him anywhere. Haha!!! But I can come directly to the Father through Jesus!!
Loving someone is having missing the person's smile, the person's frown, to hear the person's same old nagging words, to be surprised by the person again and again, and you don't mind that he wears the same old jacket and jeans again and again, you want to be noticed by him but not know what else to do after that. Will there be an opportunity? How should I create the opportunity if I have to?