Miss ConGeNiaLity's Chronicles

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Saturday, February 07, 2009

:: It is all Calm again ::

GOtta learn how to handle emotions.

How come is it that towards the final exams, I see the ugly side of man? We're living in a practical reality. Hmm.. However, I thank God for the bunch of friends who are still sincere. I'm praying that I can cope and do well. At least 2nd Upper Honors.

I asked this question on Friday, what's the difference between "Consequences of sin and retribution". Clare said she has to answer, but she's not telling me.. She only give me clue and hints. Argh... The clue she gave was "What's the definition of sin", and to analyse it in that direction. Hmm... Maybe I'll write an article on that topic. Shall submit to her and John & the cell one day. Haha..

Yesterday I fret again. Please forgive me. Was chatting to Clare about it, and finally decided to do something. She was right. I have to face my fears and handle it myself. I can't always have someone else to do that for me. I never learn and in fact, I become more afraid as I rely on others. And I did it, and didn't dare to think about the consequences. However, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm always afraid that others would feel that I'm irritating, harrassing them, and that I'm a pain in their neck, a sight of detest. I wonder why. This, I need to find the root of it.

However, after finding out that the person actually doesn't hate me or dislike me as I thought, I still am in disbelief. I'll seek and try to find actions of the person that represent his or her psychological contract breach. The more I seek, the more I'll find. At the end of the day, I conclude that this or that person hates/dislike me for very trivial or minor incidents. (That's a revision of HRM theory anyway).

That is NOT TRUE, Grace! You're PRECIOUS! To God, to your family, your friends, the ministry and to the workplace at large!! Of course, you can't have everyone to love you 100%. But you also can't have everyone to hate/dislike you, am I right?

My next fear was induced by Nicky lor... She said the worst thing that can happen to you in a dance audition is that you don't get selected. Then wad's next? She said the worst thing that can happen to you when you're already selected is that you get kicked out! Sigh...Nicky!!! Why must you say that.... *Reject reject that mentality**. I'm not working towards a goal of not being kicked out, but I want to work towards excellence. Similarly, in academics, you definitely don't just work towards a mere pass so that you don't fail the subject and having to repeat it. You definitely work towards a distinction or a desired grade!

But I want to thank God for providing me this opportunity which I've waited for 2 years. Time passed real fast, since the day I decided to learn dance was during 2006 Easter. It started from the samaritan woman, to alive, and so on. Only Rachael knows when it really started, and MinMin was the spark of why it happened. Haha... But I must thank them too..haha. Rachael, I know you'll surely read this. Thank you!

posted at [10:42 PM]

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