Miss ConGeNiaLity's Chronicles

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

:: The email and the sms ::

I remember vividly, during LCE as P.Dom mentioned that his dad is in ICU and has been operated on for straight 14hours. Everyone quietened, and was in compassion. After prayer and when it was time for District Time, I saw P.Dom's brother, who looked really disheartened but he held back his emotions so as to comfort his mum/aunt (a lady who's elder than him, but I don't know their relations) who was crying, and her eyes were red and she had to clear her tears away every now and then with the tissue in her hand. My emotions were stirred. All I could do was to keep him in prayer.

Then came the email today, from Pastor Gary. Uncle Anthony left home for the Lord. Then followed by another two smses from Trinity to inform the same message and also where the wake will be held. Initially I felt angry and yet helpless, that there's nothing I can do and that my prayers didn't work. However, I knew that God's plans are better. He knows what's best. And we were assured that He is in safe hands now, and is very very happy to be with the Lord.

Lord Jesus, when the day arrives, when it is my turn to go, I want to be happy to leave the world and come to You. However, I do feel unworthy and unclean at times when I disobeyed or sinned. Let me stay pure and holy for You. It involves a whole lot of people than I thought so. My countenance and my purity would be an impact on the ministry I give to my family, the church, my relationships with my friends, my confidence in my studies, my trust in You to find me a job, etc. The list goes on. Let me always be ready and pure & holy to leave and be with You at anytime, anywhere. That's my commitment that I do not want to break anymore. I have had enough of nonsense. This is real business. I know it's not gonna be easy. And it doesn't mean I wouldn't end up sinning anymore. But it will take greater effort to overcome temptations and to conquer the nature of sinning over humanity in me. You've broke the curse of sin, that we're no longer slaves to sin. Therefore, whatever human nature is, you can bring me to the place where I no longer worry that I would fall into any sin. Instead I would worry of how much more I can do in partnership to glorify Your name.

posted at [4:42 PM]

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