Miss ConGeNiaLity's Chronicles

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

God, Only You Can Save Me!

I'm so afraid God. I don't want others to see my life as nothing compared to a nobody. I want to shine. Somehow why is it so hard to shine? My studies, my future career. They're now appearing to be "broken dreams" and I don't know how can they be revived.

Joyce Myers said "Trusting You is an attitude, a choice, that I choose to trust in You even when the whole world's worrying".

I've been trying to. I know You love me, and never want to leave the least for me, but You will give the best to me. However, Lord Jesus, please open my eyes to receive it. What should I do, what measures should I take to get to the best? I want to play my part. Teach me, what should I do next.

I know You've been sending many different ones around me to help me out. However, I can't always rely on man. God, teach me to rely on YOU!

In my dream a night ago, I remember telling this little sweet girl "All you have to do is just to ask the man for it. It's not true that he doesn't love you, therefore he doesn't give you. He didn't give it to you because you didn't ask. You just sat here waiting and looking. You didn't ask. You have to ask him". I remember this little girl then going up to the man to ask him for that something she wants, and she finally got it from his hands and was delighted. I then reminded her, "See, now you've got what you wanted after you asked from him".

I'm still pondering over this dream, and I wonder what God wants to speak to me. God, I ask and I ask LARGELY. The world school, the world S'pore says it's IMPOSSIBLE, but I want to ask from You as I'm Your daughter, Your princess. I want to ask for job even in the times like this. I ask for GOOD JOB. I want to learn and gather experience in audit. Lead me Lord, to the place. If a smaller audit firm would allow me to learn more, lead me to one. Tell me which to apply to.

I'm trusting in You.

posted at [7:55 PM]

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