High Risk = High Return
What about:
High Expectation = ?
What can be derived from having a high expectation?
High Expectation = High Return?
High Expectation = High Disappointment? (I REJECT THIS IN THE NAME OF JESUS!)
What do you expect in return when you expect too much in someone, an organization, etc?
I've been pretty low in spirits these days. And don't feel like talking or speaking. The more I kept it inside, the deeper the pain goes in the heart. I know all of them, all of these wouldn't satisfy me. My friends, I know not who are genuine. It's perhaps we're at the age of competitive edge, and this is a atlantic destruction to friendship and many relationships. Being able to participate in class and understand everything is my new achievement. However, it has made me rather tired. Suddenly I find myself isolating myself from friends (during breaks, etc), as I'm just too tired to socialize. Bcoz I don't know who is true. I get scared of friendships. Partly it's also becoz I don't want to be around when someone else I don't quite know and don't-wish-to-get-to-know is around.
Sandie had a song which goes "Where is God in all of these? Why has He forgotten me? Where is God in all of these? Oh, when will I, when will I, find my love?". And it is replied, "Jesus who cares, Who's always there for me, to be a Light in the dark, guiding my way. Who lift me up, give me strength to carry on. Shining Your love into my life, now I have realised."
Until now, I've only found ONE answer, and I've not found another:
High Expectation FROM GOD = High Return FROM GOD
During my low spirits, I always end up writing songs. Till I've got too many melodies on hand, which makes me pretty confused at times, as to how am I supposed to consolidate all of these?
The recent song was written after speaking to Nicky and Ellen about an issue I tried running away, fighting against it, then running away again, and then fighting again for a long period of time. Till I recently brought up the issue so LET'S FACE IT!!
Now I Can Declare That You Are God
G
Thinking of You
D
The longing of my heart
Em D
To see You enter with open arms
C
When I'm thinking of You
D Em
Yes, You're the Only One
C D
Surpass, beyond far measure
G
Thinking of You
D
My heart yearns
Em D
For it's You, who, can really satisfy
C D Em
And it's You, the Savior, my King and my Joy
C D
And I'm here, to await Your coming (for You to come)
Chorus: (can't figure out the chords)
Only You
The One, nothing compares to You
Desires, materials and fame we get/bear
They are not-thing more than e-ver You-can-bring
They would all turn to ashes as-the-earth fades away
More than life
You hold depths within (within~)
My heart, no one even yet to win (no one else~3, else~3)
Than the way, Your countenance shines on me (silence)
I can only proclaim that You are God
(end on G)