Monday, September 01, 2008
:: Anchored!! ::
I'll remember these two dates vividly: 29th August 2008 (Friday) and 31st August 2008 (Sunday). I've made two very important decisions on these two days.
Firstly, I've made the decision to put Him first and my main focus, that He rules and reign over my life. Hence, I know this would mean a perfect "NO" to many things. It's for the glory of Him, my Lover. Therefore, it's worth the sacrifice.
Second, it involves the decision of giving MY LIFE to Jesus. It doesn't mean I would no longer have any fear, for fear would come knocking again and again on my doors. However, I will not give into fear of persecutions and doubts. He will always be there to protect me because He is my Heavenly Father, who's bigger than any.
I'm thankful to Clare who has shared with me her methodology in Journaling through the Quiet Times. I've been able to relate better to what I read and receive from God in my recent quiet times, and I'm able to see relevance! The world's talking about relevance nowadays, and my internship's financial controller mentioned that to me as well.
I thank God that I'm not a detested, irritating pest to the people around me. When I went back to my internship company, I was pretty welcomed warmly first by the HR, where I collected my cheque. LiLian and PuiLin were so cute, they immediately invited in Roger and Ivan into their room to join us to enjoy the donuts I've over-bought. I kept asking them not to do so, as I don't want the two handsome guys to end up being so afraid of me. However, they were more afraid of the HR, as they didn't know WHAT HAPPENED that they were summoned into the HR Room by them. haha!! But to find out they were just in for a treat. PuiLin and LiLian got me to sit down at the corner coffee tables to snack the donuts with them. Alamak. I was alittle hesitant at first, until Roger said, "Hey, you brought donuts for us to eat, then you don't wanna sit and eat with us? How can?". Okie lor..then that's where we sat there for so long.
It was a relief to find out that he's saved. Firstly, it means he's saved when the day comes where everyone should leave this place. Secondly, it means a "green-light" to me, if this was really what it should be. However, he doesn't seem to have settled into a home church. What's more alarming, was that he was "unattached" when I came on Friday, according to LiLian. I wonder if the news were accurate, as I felt it might be abit too sudden. And I definitely don't want myself to end up in a rebounce situation.
Well. Clare and Kevin were really great advisers, alongside with Agnes, who asked me to ask myself whether do I know what I really want in a partner-to-be? At that point of time I only had a glimpse of what I wanted. Hence, as usual, Kevin gave me an assignment to pen-down my "negotiables" and "non-negotiables" in my partner-to-be.
I've listed 7 non-negotiables and 13negotiables. Is that good? I don't want to convince myself of anyone at the moment to have already fulfilled all the pre-requisites. haha!
posted at [8:20 PM]
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Hi, this is GraceTan!!
I'm princess whom God has created!
A composer and coordinator in music. A choregrapher and coordinator in dance.
A child of God, serving His kingdom, and awaiting for Victory.
GraceeHeart
My name is Grace, but everybody calls me GraceeHeart. Well, can't help it..because i'm just Miss ConGeniaLity! shhh..keeping a LOW PROFILE!! sounds like an oxymoron? haha!!
My mission on earth is to live my Life to the Fullest: save lives, reachout to lives, be a good steward of my finances, education, relationships. But the main 2purpose on earth is to Love God and His people! My destiny is in His hands, where no demon nor alien can destroy it. It's one that only I am destined to fulfill it!! Amen? =)
EEEPS
no one can be my enemy except the guy with his surname 'tan' and an unrecongized English name 'sa'
and i dun like ttgmp!!
I Wanted
Graduate with a First Class Honours in BAFFT!! yay!!
Get Married soon!! to that, i'm reading Proverbs31:10-31 regularly to groom myself to be the Right Partner and a Noble Wife. This can be fulfilled!=)
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What do u call somebody from US who went to the moon? Ans: Astraunaut. How abt someone else from S'pore who went to Mars? Ans: Sureornot. And someone else from M'sia who went to Pluto? Ans: Canornot. HAAAHA..