:: God, I'm very Tired ::
God, I'm very tired. Is it stress or is it fatigue? I don't understand why I could tear so easily these days. Almost every little issue would get me very worked up and upset. It is very tired to hold back my tears again and again, and to maintain my cool (to prevent hurting the ones around me). I am TIRED.
I feel as if I'm suffocated and engulfed so much that I feel that I can't breathe properly.
I'm meeting my financial reporting lecturer at 4pm, which would be in 15minutes. I feel as if I'm gonna collapse, after the whole amount of work I've done the past few days. And I slept like 4.30am last night(morning, to be exact), and get up at 7am to rush to school to for more work to be done.
I wonder how would it be like if I would enter the big four audit firms upon graduation. My parents somehow say it would definitely be easier, with the help of technology and subordinates. Really? How can that be when auditors have such irregular hours and crazy deadlines to meet?
I am in such a bad state that I fear I might blurt out words that might hurt anyone who would be around me. It's devastating. I thought I could still meet up with the different ones for meals. However, I do not want the meals to turn out to become a session where I speak of all my "problems". I just wanted quality time and friendship (or covenantal). I don't want to spend time with friends just to talk about my problem. It's definitely not helping for the other party.
what can I say..?
posted at [3:29 PM]
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Hi, this is GraceTan!!
I'm princess whom God has created!
A composer and coordinator in music. A choregrapher and coordinator in dance.
A child of God, serving His kingdom, and awaiting for Victory.
GraceeHeart
My name is Grace, but everybody calls me GraceeHeart. Well, can't help it..because i'm just Miss ConGeniaLity! shhh..keeping a LOW PROFILE!! sounds like an oxymoron? haha!!
My mission on earth is to live my Life to the Fullest: save lives, reachout to lives, be a good steward of my finances, education, relationships. But the main 2purpose on earth is to Love God and His people! My destiny is in His hands, where no demon nor alien can destroy it. It's one that only I am destined to fulfill it!! Amen? =)
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no one can be my enemy except the guy with his surname 'tan' and an unrecongized English name 'sa'
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What do u call somebody from US who went to the moon? Ans: Astraunaut. How abt someone else from S'pore who went to Mars? Ans: Sureornot. And someone else from M'sia who went to Pluto? Ans: Canornot. HAAAHA..