:: Last Night ::
Last night, it was 1.27am, I couldn't get to sleep. The images of easter, the sounds of the choir, the familiar faces of people began to haunt me over again. I wonder and I ponder. I couldn't help it any longer. I break down into tears on my bed in the wee hours, I cry out my heart's cries. My shattered soul cried out these very words: "Jesus, Lord Jesus.. Lord Jesus.. Lord Jesus.. Jesus.." and before the pause dragged any longer, my very next words became so naked and I no longer hide it from Him. "Jesus.. I don't want to do productions anymore.. I don't want to..."This time, it was genuine. My tears are for real, they were not commercially produced.I don't want to get hurt all over again. I don't want to feel so lousy and unappreciated. I don't want to feel as if I was the cause of all mistakes. I can't have such responsibility again.Have you ever prayed for something you really longed for?
Have you ever dreamed of something you really wanted and those dreams were shattered?
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Hi, this is GraceTan!!
I'm princess whom God has created!
A composer and coordinator in music. A choregrapher and coordinator in dance.
A child of God, serving His kingdom, and awaiting for Victory.
GraceeHeart
My name is Grace, but everybody calls me GraceeHeart. Well, can't help it..because i'm just Miss ConGeniaLity! shhh..keeping a LOW PROFILE!! sounds like an oxymoron? haha!!
My mission on earth is to live my Life to the Fullest: save lives, reachout to lives, be a good steward of my finances, education, relationships. But the main 2purpose on earth is to Love God and His people! My destiny is in His hands, where no demon nor alien can destroy it. It's one that only I am destined to fulfill it!! Amen? =)
EEEPS
no one can be my enemy except the guy with his surname 'tan' and an unrecongized English name 'sa'
and i dun like ttgmp!!
I Wanted
Graduate with a First Class Honours in BAFFT!! yay!!
Get Married soon!! to that, i'm reading Proverbs31:10-31 regularly to groom myself to be the Right Partner and a Noble Wife. This can be fulfilled!=)
Memories
*June 2006
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For Laugh
What do u call somebody from US who went to the moon? Ans: Astraunaut. How abt someone else from S'pore who went to Mars? Ans: Sureornot. And someone else from M'sia who went to Pluto? Ans: Canornot. HAAAHA..