Wednesday, January 30, 2008
:: Crazy Session of FR ::
Consolidated accounts would be a nightmare to me!! So much I don't know, etc. Got back FR's Assignment 1 this afternoon, and my grade is surprising. As the rest of the students' names were read out, I could hear pockets of whispering from them at every corner.
"Haha, I got a C where I just barely rush it through."
"I just did that in the morning before I came for class and still make it a C, haha! Next time just anyhow rush I would also pass!"
"I got a C leh! I thought I would get somewhere lower"
Hence, thoughts went through my mind, that C is somehow the average grade all might be getting. However, there was a certain measure of doubt as to:
"Am I hearing these remarks from the BETTER students?"
"If so, will I perform LOWER?" *dratz*
When my name was read up, I just can't be bothered to think that much, but to just walk down and get my paper. I didn't even bother to flip to see my grade on the way back. I only did so when I reached my desk. Alright. *peep* and *peep* and to my surprise, I got B+. haha!! Alright. Before I felt I could fly upon cloud 9, again I remembered I took somewhat an entire day to do that assignment. Moreover, most of the answers were extracted from the mega resource reception, which we call it the "Internet". Hence, I felt I wasn't really me as in my knowledge and my explanation that produce that grade. *dished* However, it's a comfort to know that after going to such great extent to complete an assignment, there's a beautiful print "B+" in red to reward me with satisfaction. That's not the end. There's alot I need to brush up.
1. IAS
2. Leases
3. Construction
4. Consolidated accounts-Holding, Subsidiary, Associate, Group
And soon there'll be:
5. Joint Venture
6. Foreign Currency
And then you'll see:
7. Grace's model-a very stressed lady.
8. H=Hilarious, S=Stress, A=Ache, G=Going crazy, J=Jame's fault
Alright. These are just FOR LAUGH, if you didn't realise. I'll work hard!! Never give up, or I'd have nothing left.
posted at [11:28 PM]
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
:: Are They Post-Effects Or What Are They? ::
I've been getting recent chest pains after my oral surgery(Fri). I'm not sure if they were due to the surgery effects or did they just came coincidentally. Chest pains have not allow me good sleeps at nights. I could not breathe well when I have them, it's as if the lungs in me were all congested. It gets worst one day(Sat) when I walked past a smoker. I couldn't stop coughing as I felt choked inside. Last night, the chest pains returned. I'm not sure for last night's reason, because I was trying to swallow my antibiotics tablets and had a great hassle doing so. I felt that maybe the tablets were choked somewhere at the throat, that it didn't manage to get down to the gullet. Coughing and tapping my chest, hoping it might work. The entire chest pain lasted till 11pm since 8pm. I was praying alongside every now and then. But God has been good, to allow me to fall asleep by 11plus. That's very early for my usual sleeping habits.
These few days, I've been feeling really weaker than usual. Very easily tired and lethargic. Sleeping more than usual. I'm not sure if this is an effect of general anaesthesia. I've read up abit on the effects of it online, I do have some of the symptoms. I'm not sure if it's a cause of concern. However, I'll bring it up to my surgeon this Thursday, as she removes my stitches. Gotta keep praying in the meanwhile.
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:: I ate chicken wings today! ::
This afternoon, I felt I wasn't ready for normal food with friends for lunch. Hence I went home after service; didn't serve today as I'm not exactly ready to sing and clap. I didn't realise that the mee-sua had been used up by me yesterday. ahh... No lunch and I'm starving. I quickly get my yoghurt and finished the entire cup. Then came my parents who bought food for themselves, as I didn't told them to buy for me. Guess what? They bought chicken wings!! I then told them I'm gonna try to eat what they bought. haha!! I cut the chicken wings into reasonable sizes and I could eat them all! I had went back to eating rice!! And more of the normal food I usually eat. haha. However, I'd take longer than usual to finish my food. But I really thank God that I'm actually recovering faster than normal patients on the whole. All glory to God!!I'm now craving for cheese cake. haha.. And also milkshake. 
Pray that God will make my swell subside real soon, so that I could look pretty again! haha.
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:: The Operation & After The Operation ::
It was a silly day in the morning. I reached Jurong Medical Centre at 9am to register, etc..admin stuff. I went along with my dad. He was really sweet to keep assuring me and told me not to be afraid, etc. And he even said everybody prayed for me already. Do you know what that means? It means, he, my sister and my mum! actually prayed for me. This is what I call, my blessing! Thank you Jesus for my family!!
As the nurse came to fetch me into the OT(operating theatre), she gave me a set of clothes to change into. I had to take off all clothes except for the underwear, and put on that wierd & baggy uniform, which reminds me of standard chartered. Cuz it's Green in the inner layer, and blue on the outer layer. I had to tie so many strings, as the clothes didn't have buttons or zips or whatsoever. It's worst than wearing my taekwondo gee (in the past). After putting on the "standard chartered" uniform, I just walked out to meet my nurse. And she looked surprised, and said "You didn't take off your pants ah?". Oh my goodness..I even had to take that off? I quickly ran into the changing room again. So duh...and so embarrassing. I also had to put on that white cap. I felt like I was the surgeon instead.
After changing and putting my stuff into the locker, there was a series of instructions from the nurses. Then came the anaesthesiast, which is my nightmare nurse. She gave me a set of instructions then followed by pricking into my veins, on my left hand which HURTS!!!! It was to put me on a drip later during the surgery. After she left that funny thing on my hand, I could see my blood flowing out into the "straw" whenever I turn my hand in a certain position. That's quite scary.
After that, I became very emo. I started crying. The nurses came beside me one by one to comfort me and reassure me. Till it was time for me to go into the OT. I went into a room, pretty spacious one, all white. There were about 8people inside. It was as if they came for an exhibition. They were all dressed in blue with green caps. Can you imagine the atmosphere? Then I started shivering and tearing again. There they made me climb up to my operating bed to lie. Then everyone suddenly looked so busy. One started my drip, which felt so cold when it entered my vein. Another started wrapping my right arm to monitor my blood pressure. Another covered me with a blanket. One of them told me that I'd start to feel sleepy now; but actual fact I felt like I was gonna faint (like those times when I had food-poisoning or hyperventilation). Then my anaesthesiast made me breathe some oxygen (smelled wierd), which I breathe about 4times before I didn't know I had slept.
I had dreams you know? No one would believe I dreamt about my ministry during the surgery. It only took 30mins. haha!! When I woke up I was in a ward with curtains around me and some monitors beside me. I felt pretty sleepy and groggy to respond to my nurses. It was as if I didn't sleep for days. *yawns* Then I could feel that there were giant gauzes in my mouth, to stop the bleeding. The nurses had to change them for me every 5mins. I was feeling rather cold too. As I only had a layer of clothes on me. I asked for an extra blanket, but they gave me sth better. A heater!! An air heater that blows into your blanket that keeps you warm. wow! I wished I had that at home, cuz I always feel cold. I also realised my left nose had bled. Then I started asking the nurses. It was bCuz they placed the tube into my windpipe from the left nose to supply me oxygen. Scare me.
As time goes by, my surgeon came and visit me and her other patients to ask if we were fine. Nurses gave me painkillers, a very strong one. I had to try 2times to swallow that medicine, cuz my entire face was numb and I couldn't swallow at all. I tried tried and finally gave up, and the nurse suggested to try later then. After 10mins, I tried again. Finally!! Thank God it went in, and I could drink water too. haha. But I was bleeding in my gums, that I still had to put on gauzes. I could feel that my face had swelled, though only on the left cheek and gum. Cuz that's where my only wisdom tooth was under the gums before op. That area hurts most. The rest are fine, surprisingly. I just have to pray that the swelling would not go any further. God has been really good!
I was pretty surprised when I was discharged, to see both my parents arrive to fetch me home. Cuz I only expected my dad. But mum came too. haha. And she was smiling to see me well. Dad was still consoling me from my pains too. haha. Dad cooked congee for me, while I had together with soya bean from Jollibean. I tried resting while I was at home, but the moment I rest my head, the pressure would make the swell hurts. And I would be smelling blood that keep flowing into my throat. But thank God I could still eat at least congee. Chew abit. But that's very good already.
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
:: Thank God ::
I really wanna thank God for what He has done for me. The x-ray results for my oral surgery shows no root canal damage. Hence I would only need to go for the extraction of the wisdom teeth, and no root canal treatment (which would hurt really alot more). Thank God! God's great!! Imagine the cost I would have to foot if there was root canal treatment. The extraction itself has already cost alot, around $1000 in total. This amount has already been subsidised via polyclinic's referral letter(which you got to queue for one). Thank God that the treatment fees could be paid via medisave. Though consultation fees got to be paid separately, and aren't covered under medisave; around $20+ for patients with referral letters. X-ray isn't included too I guess (hope I'm not misrepresenting here, cuz I'm just saying what I think it might be); which cost $25+.
Seeing the fees I've incurred, I'm quite devastated. I must must work hard to get them back to whom he paid for me. It has been hard on him I know. I must really do well, and attain a good honours, so as to school fees aren't wasted. Sometimes I feel that I might fail Financial Reporting this year, but I'm not gonna let that happen. I'm gonna work really hard.
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
:: Eelyn Kok & Clare Chia ::
Look a-like?? haha.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
:: Surgery rescheduled to this Friday ::
The surgeon said I was fidgeting so much and having alot of apprehensive movements. HEnce it was so difficult for her and her assistants to conduct the surgery under LA for me. Therefore, they will reschedule me for GA this Friday.
This means:
1. They'll gas me to sleep.
2. They'll take out ALL 4 wisdom teeth.
3. Longer recovery.
4. Swells on both sides of cheek (more balance than to have just one side.)
5. No solid food for next 10days.
6. High intake of ice-cream, yogurts, milk shake, etc.
7. 8-hours FASTING the night before the surgery.
8. I'll miss my sweet-enchanting voice from singing for 2weeks.
9. I can't talk much or open my mouth for few days.
10. Maybe can still dance, but not do vigorous moves.
11. Look like a "blackslided christian" who doesn't sing during worship.
12. Muz invest on sunglasses, to hide myself from people I know, for least they see me in my swells.
SEe that this child was listening to music, with her headphones on!!
Okie. I think that's enough of complaining. God will take control. I'll still be alive. If no...I've sorta written an "instructionary letter" that my sister/dad would be taking charge of. I know this sounds silly. However, at least I present my preference before anyone decides for me. That's in case I lose my memory, or I pass on in life. But my destiny's in God's hands, so I shall fret not. When it's time to meet Him, I will meet Him in delight.
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:: Feast of the Week ::
Today seems like a day where I go around to feast for food all around Singapore. haha! Cuz it's the day before my oral surgery. I'm so glad to be able to meet up with Rachael & MinMin for lunch and Jane for dinner!!
On my way to meet Rachael for lunch at NUS, I ran into YinShi. haha!! Hardly would I run into her whenever I visit NUS for the usual reasons (food/study). Though we just had a small chat, it was nice to have met her. Rachael and I had our usual silly conversations over lunch, that no one in the world would have thought about it. haha!!
I was mentioning to Rachael that we should have a Dance ministry or an Arts School under the church. There we began talking about the name to the dance school. Since Creative Min was overseen by Pastor Peter Loy and Pastor Bea, and dance is always handled by Katherine, and music is always handled by John and Joy......the name of the Music school should be "LJJ (Loy John Joy)". If it includes dance or drama, then even more complicated; "LJJBK (Loy John Joy Bea Kat)". haha!!!! Can't believe what we've talked about.
We also said about how dances are ad-hoc, where we only have it during Easter and Christmas. THen I went on to propose that we should have more other evangelistic events other than easter and christmas, that could include dances. For example, Missions Night. ahaha!! Then silly Rachael came up with the idea that the dancers should do this: "whenever the pastor announces a $10,000 increase in the missions faith promise, the dancers would do a fanciful dance. then the congregation would have to give more and more to see the rest of the steps of the dance." duh!!!
That's very Rachael. haha. but her jokes makes my day haha.
When I met up with Jane at PS, Long John Silvers, we chatted about dance too. haha!! Cuz she's a dancer. She mentioned something that I would feel that it'd be pretty profound. "Dreams should be pursued, and there's a cost for pursuit." haha! I didn't know that her dance instructors are the same as the SIM Dreamwerkz dance's. All are from City Harvest. She was telling me how the instructor, Ryan, would pray for her dance teams before a competition. cool!! Did I make a wrong decision not to join Dreamwerkz? I'm not sure. But money is the issue for me here, and exams another. I guess I gotta work after my exams and save up for dreamwerkz hip-hop basics and contemporary basics. However, I don't know who I can find to join contemporary with me. I also remember Atalia words, "Company shouldn't be stop you from pursuing your passion". haha.
Jane also had a philosophy that amazed me. She mentioned Ryan's words: "When your dance could captivate one's soul out of his/her, that's when you've done it well." That's what I felt when i saw Kat's dance for the Samaritan woman character. I'm sure I've not reached that stage for such a comment. haha!!
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
:: CMs Motherhood ::
Happy Pretty mothers (not lying at all)
Elegant Adeline and her sweet Emma.
Sweet Jasmine and her chubby Cherise.
Lydia's holding onto who??? Who's baby??
Yeah, it's funky Charlotte's baby, happy Zoe! That's the meaning of Zoe. Zoe=happy!
haha. Candid shots are nice. They look most natural.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
:: Bewilderment ::
I don't know what to say after receiving the emails from Sandie and Linda. Perhaps it was really inappropriate for me to be the one sending out song sheets, etc to those who pester me here and there. I guess this was to put an end to everything, so that I no longer would be in judge. I really do not want to see it as a personal attack and go into the whole cycle of gloom again; analysing who was the one who reported me and why do they have to CC the reminder email to pastors and my cell leader. sigh.
This is good in a way that people would stop pestering me to send them this send them that, and stopped questioning me why there was a new song and I didn't inform them. That'll all be Sandie's job. No longer mine. So stop blaming me. I should not have in the first place be obliged to send to people stuff though I have it before everyone else's has it; because I got them through other sources. Now people would see that it's only right that I should send them. Rubbish!! I was only obligated when you guys wanted it. It's not my fault that I don't send you scores when there are new songs, when anyone could google them from the internet. It's my obligation to google them and send it in a soft copy to you. It's not my duty. So please..
It's no longer my job. When it comes to ministry, it's only pro-active on everyone's part to search for songs on your own duty and not expect somebody to do it for you. You can always attain the songs from youtube or google it elsewhere when you want to prepare for ministry. It should be your own homework. Eversince I entered the ministry, and when we had new songs, I would not go around asking everyone for the mp3 or music score. Worst still, I would not expect whoever to send it to me. It's my duty to go search it and internalize it.
How could anyone pull a long face at another person that she did not send you the songs when she wasn't in charged. oh my... It's enough. I guess Sandie's and Linda's email came in timely.
posted at [1:52 PM]
Lord You Are Good & Again I Say Rejoice Dance Video
Steps are quite easy, that you can learn it in less than a day. haha. JiaYou!!
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
:: Treatment at Hospital next Tues ::
I'm quite worried about next Tuesday's operation. Wisdom tooth extraction and root canal treatment. It might be one of the two, or maybe both. That would depend on the x-ray results. If there's nothing wrong with the molars that I'm experiencing pain on and off, then it'd just be wisdom tooth extraction.
Root Canal Treatment:
Root canals is the commonly used term for the main canals within the dentin of the tooth. These are part of the natural cavity within a tooth that consists of the dental pulp chamber, the main canals, and sometimes more intricate anatomical branches that may connect the root canals to each other or to the root surface of the tooth. Root canals are filled with a highly vascularized, loose connective tissue, the dental pulp. This sometimes becomes infected and inflamed, generally due to caries or tooth fractures that allow microorganisms, mostly bacteria from the oral flora or their byproducts, access to the pulp chamber or the root canals; the infected tissue is removed by a surgical intervention known as endodontic therapy and commonly called 'a root canal'.
Post-Wisdom Tooth Extraction:
Bleeding and oozing is inevitable and should be expected to last up to three days (although by day three it should be less noticeable). Rinsing out one's mouth during this period is counter-productive, as the bleeding stops when the blood forms clots at the extraction sites, and rinsing out the mouth will most likely dislodge the clots. The end result will be a delay in healing time and a prolonged period of bleeding. However, after about 24 hours post-surgery, it is best to rinse with lukewarm saltwater to promote healing. This should be done every 2 hours until the swelling goes down and every 4-6 hours after that for at least a week. Gauze pads should be placed at the extraction sites, and then should be bitten down on with firm and even pressure. This will help to stop the bleeding, but should not be overdone as it is possible to irritate the extraction sites and prolong the bleeding. The bleeding should decrease gradually and noticeably upon changing the gauze. If the bleeding lasts for more than a day without decreasing despite having followed the surgeon's directions, the surgeon should be contacted as soon as possible. This is not supposed to happen under normal circumstances and signals that a serious problem is present. A wet tea bag can replace the gauze pads. Tannic acid contained in tea can help reduce the bleeding.
Due to the blood clots that form in the exposed sockets as well as the abundant bacterial flora in the mouth, an offensive smell may be noticeable a short time after surgery. The persistent odour often is accompanied by an equally rancid-tasting fluid seeping from the wounds. These symptoms will diminish over an indefinite amount of time, although one to two weeks is normal. While not a cause for great concern, a post-operative appointment with your surgeon seven to ten days after surgery is highly recommended to make sure that the healing process has no complications and that the wounds are relatively clean. If infection does enter the socket, a qualified dental professional can gently plunge a plastic syringe (minus the hypodermic needle) full of a mixture of equal parts hydrogen peroxide and water or chlorohexidine gluconate into the sockets to remove any food or bacteria that may collect in the back of the mouth. This is less likely if the person has his wisdom teeth removed at an early age.
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:: Trying to be Kym Ng ::
haha..that's me trying to play smart, introducing my so-called "good" food on film. haha.
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:: A day spent by the waters at Vivo ::
Trying to get a hold of the ship.
Ah...a little too sunny here.
Me and kala.
Trying to get a hold of the ship?
The tower??
Rachael's possessing the tower.
And the ship!!!
yeah...New moves!! Can't believe we did this in front of many eyes.
Rachael...
eh.. what happened? Security guard stopped you or what?
Pretty me!! haha...
Next bananarama??
haha...I dunno why I posed like that.
Is that really scary?? I think it's abit absurb.
That's me...at least more normal. haha!
The three of us. haha.
A star from Heaven I need.
Bollywood hiding creatures..haha
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
:: Facing The Giants ::
A video Pastor Peter showed us yesterday at DG. Guess what? I've seen it months before yesterday. When my sister showed the video to me on youtube, I was pretty amazed. It drove me to push my limits. Though that didn't last at all.
Watching it the second time, with much understanding, it makes me wake up.
"Keep going!"
"Don't Quit or you've got nothing left"
This very words stir my spirit. Perhaps I really have not explored the capacity I might have. I might be one who can do more than I think I could. Sometimes I really do not know who I am, or I should say I do not know me. This is a season where I've been exploring myself. But I do realise one thing. If there a passion in me for something, I usually excel in it, because I do my very best. (though some couldn't see it). Excellence isn't for you to determine anyway.
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
:: Got back my blood test ::
After getting back my blood test I'm in bewilderment.
1. Glucose normal; within (3.9-11.0)
2. Thyroxine normal; within (9.6-19.1)
3. TSH high!! above (0.36-3.24)
If TSH is high, it might imply hyperthyroidism, which means low thyroid hormone. Any non-medical patients wouldn't understand the above. Even I was in amazement when I heard the doctor said so. Making her explaining further doesn't help either, although how simplified she tried to make it sound so. Asking Doctor-to-be, Joshua, makes it sound safer. At least not so scary.
Hypothyroidism is a condition in which the body lacks sufficient thyroid hormone. Since the main purpose of thyroid hormone is to "run the body's metabolism", it is understandable that people with this condition will have symptoms associated with a slow metabolism. Over five million Americans have this common medical condition. In fact, as many as ten percent of women may have some degree of thyroid hormone deficiency. Hypothyroidism is more common than you would believe...and, millions of people are currently hypothyroid and don't know it!
The following is a picture of the neck of a man having the condition (left), and the effects after surgery(right).
Symptoms:
(Yes) Fatigue
(Yes) Weakness
(No..) Weight gain or increased difficulty losing weight
(Rebonded hair of coz dry) Coarse, dry hair
(No..) Dry, rough pale skin
(Occasionally) Hair loss
(Very) Cold intolerance
(No..) Muscle cramps and frequent muscle aches
(No) Constipation
(Don't think so) Depression
(No. PMS over) Irritability
(No!) Memory loss
(Yes, but common for my age) Abnormal menstrual cycles
(No comments) Decreased libido;libido=sexual desires)
I don't exactly fulfilled all of the above actually. Furthermore, Joshua said it's very unlikely for me, since the TSH is only slightly higher than 3.24. In addition, my symptoms don't really meet the above.
Therefore, the usual procedure would be to retake the TSH test again another time. The doctor said she couldn't tell, since my results are all border line. haha. Hence there isn't a need for treatment at the moment. So she wanted me to do the test 3 months later, at 4th April. Which means..another blood test!!!!! I remembered what a scene I created at my previous blood test. boohoohoo.
The earlier appointment would be to do an ultrasound at SGH, to test for fribroadenoma. Because she couldn't judge base on manual checks. That would be in Feb. There goes my AngBao money I guess. I believe this test would prove nothing, cuz I'm still really young for this. If there was really fribroadenoma, they would have to suck it out. Don't ask me how. I freaked out when the doctor told me that. *dished*
Fribroadenoma is an encapsulated benign tumor characterized by proliferation of both glandular and stromal elements. Their incidence declines with increasing age, and they generally appear before the age of 30 years, probably partly as a result of normal estrogenic hormonal fluctuation. It is found most often in teenagers and the incidence is increased slightly in those taking hormonal contraception. A fibroadenoma is not commonly associated with fibrocystic disease and has no known links to cancer. Usually the tumor is solitary, multiple tumors accounting for 10-15% of all fibroadenoma cases. The tumor is not fixed to the adjacent skin, muscle, or lymph nodes, so they are mobile on palpation. It is commonly found immediately adjacent to the areola, though rarely directly behind the nips. The tumours are slightly more common on the left than on the right, possibly for reasons associated with blood flow or arm and shoulder activity, most people being right handed. Some malignant tumors can be mistaken for a fibroadenoma, so it is important for them to be diagnosed by a doctor. On average, when the diagnostic pathway has been completed, about 5% of these lumps are diagnosed a malignant tumour, and not as a fibroadenoma.
A fibroadenoma is a benign tumor and sometimes surgery is not needed when the diagnosis is certain especially in a younger woman. When the diagnosis is in doubt, and particularly in older women the tumor is generally surgically removed. Larger fibroadenomas are generally also removed. No medications are used for the treatment of fibroadenoma.
All in all, just leave it to God. Perhaps it would just mean nothing and it's just a period where I get to know more about medical research. haha. And spend extra money...
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
:: Was it Excitement or Anxiousness? ::
Why did I choose to join something that I would be so afraid of? What am I afraid of?
It's an art that I need not bother how people would think about me, the criticisms I might be receiving, or the reprimanding(s) that I might also be receiving for correction here and there. Boohoohoo.. It's about the language in me. Of course, moulding someone who has no background would be tough. And I don't think it would even be that bad till the entire club would go mocking at me. Can't be happening. I guess there would be the element of team spirit, where any performance team would need. That would take time to nurture within a new batch.
I guess I'm just thinking too much. Gotta save up for the fees, that's more important. $60 for 8lessons. Clothes are more or less ready; what a relief. Hope no more expenses to add on. Or I might collapse.
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:: Life's a gift so unpredictable ::
Life's really uncertain at times, but I'm really grateful to have God by my side, taking control and guiding me to the very next steps. Watching the news at times would give you appalling news of death of people you'd least expect to become what you've heard.
Sometimes I really fear that anything could happen to me anytime. But I know I can rely on Him. Even if anything would happen, I'd be with Him. The review of my blood test results would be done next week (2 weeks from the date of test). However, before the review was even done, there seems to be more problems surfacing. Perhaps I really worry too much, and they are just nothing but minor issues.
There are many questions running in my mind each time. "Has it gotta do with my heart?" or "Is it my lungs?" or "My organs?". Just wait for the test results...and PRAY!!!
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