Wednesday, December 26, 2007
:: I HATE YOU ::

Don't let me report on you someday. Don't let me lose my patience. I have a limit to what you're doing. I hate you. Ever since the day you scarred me with hot water, because I misbehaved as a kid. Ever since the day you banged my head against the wall, and called me "good for nothing". Ever since the day you suggested me to sleep with men outside for a living. Ever since the day you locked me up in the storeroom after whacking me from head to toe, when I was a kid misbehaving. Ever since the day you placed my hand above the stove to burn. I hate you!! Ever since you said you could make me alive one day and dead the other day, since I'm your daughter.
My childhood had all been ruined. I never knew what was love, even till now. I never trusted anyone. My character, and my medical condition, don't you think you've got something to do with it? Insecurity, inferiority, inconfident, etc. Don't you think so?
Abuse. The word abuse is everywhere today. Never would I expect that I would experience it directly from you. I hate you!
All restrictions and commands I've aligned since young. Now it's too much that you're even stopping me from going to trinity. I hate you! Just because you don't like certain people there, how could you say that I'm no longer your daughter the very moment I stepped back into trinity? I never knew humans could be like that. I don't believe you're human. I don't know where you came from.
It has been 21 years. Singapore full age. I wonder what's wrong with you. Am I your criminal or who am I?
posted at [1:06 PM]
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Hi, this is GraceTan!!
I'm princess whom God has created!
A composer and coordinator in music. A choregrapher and coordinator in dance.
A child of God, serving His kingdom, and awaiting for Victory.
GraceeHeart
My name is Grace, but everybody calls me GraceeHeart. Well, can't help it..because i'm just Miss ConGeniaLity! shhh..keeping a LOW PROFILE!! sounds like an oxymoron? haha!!
My mission on earth is to live my Life to the Fullest: save lives, reachout to lives, be a good steward of my finances, education, relationships. But the main 2purpose on earth is to Love God and His people! My destiny is in His hands, where no demon nor alien can destroy it. It's one that only I am destined to fulfill it!! Amen? =)
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no one can be my enemy except the guy with his surname 'tan' and an unrecongized English name 'sa'
and i dun like ttgmp!!
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Graduate with a First Class Honours in BAFFT!! yay!!
Get Married soon!! to that, i'm reading Proverbs31:10-31 regularly to groom myself to be the Right Partner and a Noble Wife. This can be fulfilled!=)
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What do u call somebody from US who went to the moon? Ans: Astraunaut. How abt someone else from S'pore who went to Mars? Ans: Sureornot. And someone else from M'sia who went to Pluto? Ans: Canornot. HAAAHA..