Tuesday, October 30, 2007
This song goes out to my fellow TKD friends
This song goes out to all my tkd friends:
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plans always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today
'Cause I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you
And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you(tkd)
I'll miss you
So I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
posted at [9:43 AM]
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The Going Concern
This is my new handbag!! I bought it myself as an early birthday gift. haha!! Guess the price...(not telling here) Glad this year was a fulfilling year that the Lord has given me. Not only had I broke out of my most-feared, and not only did I gave up my most-favorite, and not only did I conquer difficulties and temptations with strength from Him, and so many more. I could write a Review Report just on the 'not-only(s)'. haha.
Thank God.
I've also bought a binding machine recently. Not exactly bought by me, it was my dad who bought it. Hence I'm now binding things for 'free'. It's definitely cheaper than elsewhere.
These are the binding rings.
These are the binding covers, front and back.
The binding machine. Guess the price again....wow**. Not telling here. haha.
posted at [11:00 PM]
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
:: Worry or Excited? ::
I'm rather worried plus excited for Christmas. The word "audition" really shrieks me. This Christmas they would need a whole lot of ppl, from singers, dancers, drama to percussionist and game contestants. I wanna do something out of my comfort zone this time, which I actually ran away from last Easter and all the while. I'm gonna try dance for Christmas, which means I gotta go for the audition! argh..sounds horrifying. Especially for something I used to fear. However, something I'm constantly reminding myself, not to strive and not to prove!! For a typical ks person like me, I would do go measures to attain myself skills or capability to excel for whatever I wanna achieve. That's my die hard spirit, which is not right especially when it comes to ministry.It's all about God!! I'm just a tiny dust, and I'm doing all of this to please Him. When I see this in me, I no longer have to fear of how others look at me, since we all belong to the same tiny dust. haha. God will be the one who is Bigger and sees everything. As long my focuz is to do it for Him, all else would turn out alright.
posted at [12:47 PM]
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
:: Real Test of Sacrifice ::
Yesterday was my another test of sacrifice. At the moment I handed over my taekwondo uniform (gee) to my junior, as she wanted to buy second-hand from me, my heart sank. It was even more painful when I saw her wearing it over, "something no longer mine".
However, I knew I've made the correct decision, though many of many have been bombarding me with their questions & teasing me here and there, etc. Of course how could everyone understand the way I do? Absolutely no. I'm glad I've my parents on my side, my sister on my side, my many church friends, and other non-christian school mates as well.
I believe God will take care of it. Not everyone would be able to experience Sacrifice, it's Cool that I'm one of the few who get to do so. Let's look at it in another perspective. I'm increasing sales revenue for myself these weeks! Though I do make a loss selling second-hand. However, if you would to calculate the time value of money, afterall I do get back a certain amount. In addition, I needed money to buy my various textbooks for Law and HRM. All came in timely. What's more, I get to gain the experience of meeting up buyers and doing sales. haha. I can't believe I acted like one yesterday. (My first step: Shook the buyer's hand, and introduce myself.) haha. I must have looked like a businesswoman at that moment. However, that "look like" thing only lasted for less than a minute. haha!!
I tried using Adobe Photoshop recently, and I did something really narcissistic. haha. I crop out my pic from a pic of many. Not only I did that for one photo, but a lot more.
This is my favourite picture!! Don't I look really...sweet but CHILDISH..
I'm supposed to look really sad in this photo, but this looks like I'm having a headache over certain issue.
Do I really have the killer-look here? I'm supposed to pose Angry. haha
This would be the last time you'll see me in this move.
We were all trying to get a shot with all our legs above ground level.
Heads of everyone; originally my idea. Don't I look photogenic?? Haha..
posted at [11:04 AM]
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:: Set Off on a New Journey ::
Nothing would fill up the void that was once filled with tkd enthusiasm. I could search for all sorts of activities but they would just make me busy, and yet not make any difference. However, I do know something though. I know God could do just that. When all else fails, it can only be done by God, don't you agree?
Proceeding onto dance pick-ups would be a recreational element to make life a little more fulfilling. Altogether I need God besides all of these. I wanna learn roller-blading too, so that I need not regret not learning it when I eventually grow old. I do hope I can do ice-skating, dance on ice I mean. That would mean alot of expenses. I guess step-by-step. Universalistic approach doesn't always work, for it's the truth.
I wanna major into Contemporary dance, hoping one day I could choregraph my own dance out of my own composed song or any song! I need first to get to some dance centre to teach me the basics, or else I feel I'm getting no where at home, with the same choregraphed moves again and again. Seeing is believing, moving is enlightening.
posted at [6:52 PM]
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Bidding FareWell to my fellowmates
This was me, before I left. We often dance ballet during Taekwondo (together with YangTheng)
This is YangTheng, my ballet partner. haha.
This was my Training Ground for Taekwondo:
This was my instructor, Sir Robin Chow, a 6th dan holder.
My two fellow buddies, SinWee and YangTheng. We joined tkd together in 2006.
This was my coach, aka EC(Evil Coach), Jason Guo. A 2nd dan holder, with full of nonsense.
The sweet 老夫妻 of the club. Jack and EeLin. Catch them on Hey! Gorgeous.
This is Joan, who has finally gotten her Brown belt. My another 好buddy.
This is Jocelyn, my buddy for Whampoa tournament.
All my buddies: YangTheng and Joan.
Joan and SinWee.
i've no comments on this pic. it looks so fake.
That's almost the whole club.
posted at [11:10 AM]
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