Dance dance. Even the words sound cool and funky. However, I seemed to have no association to it.

At a very young age of mine, I wasn't allowed to do anything related to dance. I was never allowed to join any activities to do with dance in school, neither at church. I was always given a dressing down that dance = "demonic moves". I was very young then, and perhaps couldn't apprehand if it was true. Hence, I'll not dare dance at home, when the primary school teacher taught us some moves during curriculum lessons. I'll feel very guilty in school, each time I did a move the teacher taught. I'd often thought I was a bad girl now, after dancing.

Until an older age, when I reach my teen, I still couldn't understand why dance is "bad". However, that was when I began to realise that it may not be bad. It was the rebellious age of mine, so I did some moves at home, and was caught in action! Then my mum made this remark, "You want to dance is it? Your dad can dance very well you know..but what happened in the end?",which brought light to why she disallow me to dance. I then found out that my dad was a dancer in the past, before the catastrophe. I guess she didn't want me to follow that direction.

However, it was stated in the Bible that the people sing praises and dance before the Lord (can't remember which verse). Surely God has made us able to dance and sing for Him, to love Him. All we can do is to Glorify His name with all we are given.

Although all that happened has brought me fear to dancing, I believe I can overcome it with God's assuring love. Gradually, I will be able to step out of this dark fear, into His light!!

Samaritan Woman's Song (with dance created by Kat):
Through all the darkess times
When all seemed lost and gone
You filled my heart with hope
You taught me just to trust
Through all the darkess fears
When things just make no sense
I learn to trust in You
You gave me more than I could ask
Jesus is the One who cares
He has not forsaken me
Jesus is the One who gives
He has made everything
So beautiful
Jesus, You care
You're always there for me
You've been the Light in the dark
Guiding my way
You lift me up
Give me strength to carry on
Shinning Your light into my life
Now I can realise
My love is Jesus.