:::::Tired is Grace is Tired:::::


I was really tired the whole of today. It seems like the cough syrup medicine has powerful ability of making me drowsy the entire morning. As usual, the working adults are always moving in a BIG RUSH to work. I kinda made them irritated, as I was also rushing for school, haha.. It's because everyone was moving at such a walking-rate that it's very prone to hits and bumping. I had a whole morning of lecture, but the amazing thing is that PBF wasn't as boring as it used to. This is the amazing work of God. It doesn't matter who's lecturing, although the lecture has a powerful put-to-sleep spell, God can turn things around for those who wait on Him. After the morning's lecture, I quickly rushed off for home, since I needed lunch but couldn't find anyone to lunch with. I admit that I was really disorientated today, in fact these days I guess. I didn't plan my goings properly, and went round like a cycle, making myself seeming so "hardworkingly-busy". I went to NUS in the afternoon to get certain stuff done, and also to collect my jacket from Rachael, haha (i forgot to take it back from her in Suntec). I should be going right to school from NUS, but instead, I went home! All because it was really way to early to be in school for training. I went back, went online for 30mins and left again. This is crazy you see? My mind was really disorientated. I could have brought some notes or some books to read-up at the school's library before training. Apparently the medicine's effect hasn't left me.


When training came, we didn't do much but practise alot on the patterns we'll be graded this Sunday. I was pretty surprised to see Krystel coming by to say Hi at the training grounds, haha. As usual there are many who sat around, some at the upper levels to explore the scene of taekwondo training. However, this time I kinda saw some familiar faces, but wasn't sure as it was kinda far. My eyesight is failing, seriously dreadful. If the I don't sleep well, I'll end up with a poor eyesight for the day. This is where sometimes the words on the lecture screen appears a little blur, the clock also appeared as if there were more than one timing on it, bus no. looks wierd, and people too. haha.. I'm so sorry if I didn't say Hi to anyone whom I knew but couldn't identify today.

After training, I went home early. However, training has made me even more tired physically and mentally. My mind couldn't concentrate to the surroundings, and my physical being of course couldn't react to them. When I was waiting along the road for pedestrian crossing, a lady accidentally hit me from the back (and I thought it was some pickpocket or some indecent man), hence I gave her a "look". She immediately apologised politely, but it took me a few seconds to respond, which I didn't in the end. Before I could say "It's alright" or "It's ok", she went over to her boyfriend, but still turned around to check on me if I was really mad at her. All because of that "look". My head was still hung down, looking at the hard and cold concrete of the ground. I was really too tired to move already. I dragged my feet back home, hoping to find something to fulfill meaning for the day. I'm really sorry to that lady, as I was really in a whirl.

The only way to find meaning is in His Word- The Bible.

I'll be serving in Paya Lebar this Sunday, and hopefully things will run well that day as it'll be a whole morning of mad-rush. I'll be reporting there at 7.45am and serve at 8.30am till hopefully 9am, then I'll rush off to Paya Lebar Kovan CC for my yellow-tip grading which begins at 9.30am. I really hope and I'm praying that it'll end by 10am, where I can rush off to church by 10.45am and washed up before I serve again at the second service at 11.30am. There should be time I guess, as the bus to-and-fro is rather frequent. Praying that all will turn well and smooth. haha..
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A composer and coordinator in music. A choregrapher and coordinator in dance.
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