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Monday, January 29, 2007

I sEe tHe tRue coLoRs sHiNinG thRouGh, lEt tHeM kNoW yOu'Re beAuTiFul liKe a RaiNbOw

So many weeks passed ahead since the day we stepped into seven years through the Millenium, 2007. All kinds of resolutions of all genre have been made. The expected and the rare accomplishments had also been done. There came one day, this very day, where I asked myself a question: What really had changed in me?

All these years, ever since the Millenium rises up from the peak years of crises(1998), there has been many happenings and changes. However, is it just the changes to the surroundings, or was I involved? My character, my destiny, my family, my ministry, my friends, my activities. I changed from an ever introverted girl to an explosively-extroverted one, though at times I had my fears uptight too. I moved from a little girl who did so badly in her PSLE, till the point of almost enrolling into the Normal (T) stream, to one who moved on to Junior College and now in a University. My family used to be in lack of many, finances, love, peace, bonding, and now it has an abundance of them (though the latter will be greater; and the best is yet to come). I used to be in a hidden-up ministry that I thought I could serve inconspicuously, as I was afraid of crowds and I wasn't able to open up to people-that's RGB. I'm not saying that RGB is a bad ministry, but the reason I chose to be in was to avoid people while I serve. However, never will I expect that I will move on from that ministry to be in Creative Min, to be a part of the singers (whom I used to fear them, as they looked really loud and active, totally different from who I was). The friends I use to mix with came out to no progress, but a bunch of "hi" and "byes" mates. It's only till lately, that I mingle with friends from sec sch, JC, and church of course that the relationship still goes on; especially covenantal relationship. I also use to do activities of really low-profiles that I don't get in contact with so many people. My CCAs in the various schools only range from science club to computer to media. It's like the improminent ones. However, I've never dreamt of becoming a martial art player, in Taekwondo. I thought I'd join some less active CCA in uni, but I did something out of my norm to join tkd. I'm doing so much out of my comfort zone. Have I really changed?

Last Sunday, which was only yesterday, Ellen drove me, TiatHwee and Jane over to Trinity@ Paya Lebar after Adam's service. It was Stephanie Chan's last week in town, as she'll leave soon this Friday for the continuing of her studies at Aussie. That will be the same of Leroy and Yaoshen. As the singers and the team were praying for her, Sister HweeSan mentioned this phrase, which creates a deep impact on my little brain. "Lord, I pray that You'll excite her in her walk with You." How amazing can it be. It's suppose to an exciting journey with the Lord in our lives. However, many felt otherwise; reading the Bible is a chore, worshipping becomes an act, serving becomes an obligation, sharing the Gospel is a shame, etc. Why has all of these become so different? It seems to become that many has reach the point that they no longer feel the excitment to be with God, to do His work, to act His will, to just be with Him! Have the world changed?

What really changed?

posted at [1:09 PM]

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